I settle down to think..when did you enter my life?? And let alone entering my life , when did u become an equivalent to my life?? It is almost threatening to realize that I am living a life I have no control over.
It wan an absolutely 'normal' day..the day we met!! It wasn't raining. It wasn't thundering. And I had no intuition of what the future had in store for me.
But then , Why did our first meet give me the hope that finally there was someone who could understand me?? Why did I feel like rushing to You each time I wanted to cry , or laugh , or be angry?? I did protest. I didn't want anyone , even you to have access to my sentiments , my thoughts , my life. Then why did your presence just seemed to increase in my being , not diminishing with any amount of resilience from me?? As far as I remember , I didn't give you this right!! But why did my subconscious keep telling me that You Didn't need the right to look into my life!! And my protests and conflicts which initiated largely within me ended there itself.
It surprises me now - how rightfully you integrated yourself into my Being , how easily our Beings melted and merged together , and how impossible it is today to distinguish between or separate the two!! Although , I have never asked this from you , but I am sure that you always knew what Destiny had thoughtfully written for us. It was just me who was trying to play an ignorant.
Remember the day we were going over to a friend's place and it started pouring heavily!! And my cute violet umbrella decided to turn upside down in order to become a water reservoir!! I am finally giving you the credit , it was your dutiful umbrella that finally saved our lives that day :) Isn't it exactly what you are for me - a protective shield that keeps all negative vibes away from me and at the same time , gives me the wings to fly high and realize my life in all the beautiful colors!!
We shared laughs , we shared tears , we shared relief , we fought , fought , and we fought badly , and we were there for each-other. No matter how far away you are , I know you are with me.
..irrespective of our faiths , distances , social ties and even the threats of mortality. People ask me , ''Will you two marry?''. I say , ''Is that a parameter??But we are together and we will always be.'' YES , you are my soul-mate.
ok.i think u are so lucky to get a right person,who is always with u,in your goods, in your bads,all the time he is with you and you are also omnipresent for him.
ReplyDeletebut sometimes the things don't go on your wish, sometimes you want to share yourself but nobody will be there for you though you have some "right person". sometimes its too tough to find a right one and if we get, we don't know actually that he or she is a right one for us. and then the fight begins inside the soul for a true soul-mate.
at the end i will say you are some of the luckiest.......best wishes
heyyy...aditya, sometimes our heart and mind get stuck to one person and we feel that he/she is d right one fr us. and while thinking about this wrong person , we miss d right one!! life is short and for all who are really searching for their soulmate , definnitely find him/her.but for that , its important to forget that wrong person and move on.i kno it sounds difficult but its not.jus try :)
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