SOUL-MATE -dedicated to the one who knows

I settle down to think..when did you enter my life?? And let alone entering my life , when did u become an equivalent to my life?? It is almost threatening to realize that I am living a life I have no control over.

It wan an absolutely 'normal' day..the day we met!! It wasn't raining. It wasn't thundering. And I had no intuition of what the future had in store for me.

But then , Why did our first meet give me the hope that finally there was someone who could understand me?? Why did I feel like rushing to You each time I wanted to cry , or laugh , or be angry?? I did protest. I didn't want anyone , even you to have access to my sentiments , my thoughts , my life. Then why did your presence just seemed to increase in my being , not diminishing with any amount of resilience from me?? As far as I remember , I didn't give you this right!! But why did my subconscious keep telling me that You Didn't need the right to look into my life!! And my protests and conflicts which initiated largely within me ended there itself.

It surprises me now - how rightfully you integrated yourself into my Being , how easily our Beings melted and merged together , and how impossible it is today to distinguish between or separate the two!! Although , I have never asked this from you , but I am sure that you always knew what Destiny had thoughtfully written for us. It was just me who was trying to play an ignorant.

Remember the day we were going over to a friend's place and it started pouring heavily!! And my cute violet umbrella decided to turn upside down in order to become a water reservoir!! I am finally giving you the credit , it was your dutiful umbrella that finally saved our lives that day :) Isn't it exactly what you are for me - a protective shield that keeps all negative vibes away from me and at the same time , gives me the wings to fly high and realize my life in all the beautiful colors!!

We shared laughs , we shared tears , we shared relief , we fought , fought , and we fought badly , and we were there for each-other. No matter how far away you are , I know you are with me.

..irrespective of our faiths , distances , social ties and even the threats of mortality. People ask me , ''Will you two marry?''. I say , ''Is that a parameter??But we are together and we will always be.'' YES , you are my soul-mate.

THE ELIXIR OF LIFE

....And then my Being said to me...''u hav to make a choice between sense and nonsense! " i chose sense.

n i m regretting! life is absurd.n it needs us to be equally absurd and nonsensical to be able to enjoy it!!

take fr example : u leave home , well dressed..going to ur office or to college n it starts raining...raining heavy n u curse ur stars (or clouds,whatever :P )...why the hell did it hav to rain Now?!! u desperately look for an umbrella in ur bag n having found it , a grin settles on ur face..yeah..i hav fooled the nature!! n u praise urself for being sensible to hav kept an umbrella in the bag!

n just then..u spot a little boy...7-8 years old...the rib cage so prominently visible that u feel he has almost no skin on...wearing a pair of dusty,tattered shorts..running wild making a tyre roll on the streets..with absolutely no slippers on to protect his little feet from d dirt n stones! n then..you see his face..brimming with a joy u hav become strange to..! and for a while,u feel stupid and then,u realize that u r getting late n move on..leaving d child to his world of imagination , happiness , of nothing and still of everything , a world full of nonsensical wonder!

now tell me...fr a switch second , didnt u want to be in d place of that kid , despite all his prominent ribs n no slippers..ddnt u want to b him jus fr a moment to feel that joy??

and once u hav answered that question honestly to urself , u will understand that sometimes , its silly to b sensible because life's purest treasure lays in our ability to be able to put our inhibitions aside n just dive in in the moment. sometimes , jus listen to what ur heart says n follow it! there wil b people who wil say that u r doing nonsense.but there wil ba tym wen they too wil regret to hav been so sensible to hav lost the simple pleasures of life!!

MORAL : there's only one damn life...lets live it to the hilt!! ;)