THE SOUL IS CORRUPT!

this soul is corrupt..but i must go on n on!

this soul is corrupt..but life is more than jus some dusks n dawns!

with every second ticking away , this soul sees so much that goes around. it starts out with innocence n then it becomes more n more corrupt till one day , it says , ''no more!! ''.

n now..where do i take dis corrupt being that is not me?? unfortunately , there's no anti-corruption bureau in d domain of life!

i try to shrug this creature off but its grip is very strong. it says that it has strengthened itself over my weaknesses over these years. n i don't even know wen the process started.

but i move on.. n i remind myself that i will recognize myself again someday... after-all , hadn't someone said dat hope keeps us alive!!

:)

NOSTALGIA

ppl..i dedicate dis post 2 describing/mentioning ''THINGS OF D PAST THAT BRING A SMILE ON MY FACE BUT WHICH I WOULD NEVER WANT TO DO AGAIN'' !! :D
plz share ur experiences here..we might be buliding a beautiful n funny way to connect to a life dat had once been..that we had once lived..that seemed the most important at dat tym but remains nothing more except a faint memory now!!
n i m sure thre wil b many who wil connect to ur nostalgia :)

THE MEAN MACHINES

Black tinted films...hard core rims!

Jazzy ride with angel eyes..

hot chicks being hypnotized!

Smart denims n house n rock...

Bapu feels d cultural shock

A hand on horn , other on phone...

Gucci , Prada are on till dusk from dawn!

Twist n turn , drift n drag...

Pockets burn n mouths fag!

Dad is rich the boys brag...

Studies are only where they lag!

Evenings cheered with scotch n beer

pocketed pistols , F*** the fear

Don't even dare to stare!

I am a true Delhiite , my dear!!



But , no... inspite of having spent the most memorable part of my life in Delhi , i cannot really say that i identify completely with the above written piece of art!! :D
welll , this was one of the many forwarded messages that i received few days back. and although , no doubt , it does carry with it an element of truth...i strongly feel that it's incomplete. it looks like the work of a mind who has just started living in delhi and is trying to identify to its cool quotient and i don't deny - what has been written above is actually what the first impressions of ''Saddi Dilli' are for people!!
but , not as a gesture of defending myself but simply , for the sheer experience of having seen this place in all its colours in all these years , i can say that there's much more to delhi than this! when you come here for the first time , totally oblivious to what this city is gona offer you and totally miserable , you will suddenly realize that delhiites have a natural ability to make you feel like you have known them for years and that you are as much a part of this city as everyone else is. this is the place where you can find a strong cultural presence...arts , theater , dances , music , photography....you will find all sorts of freaks here who are totally enchanted by their work!
i confess , we might like to go the mean way sometimes , but at the end of the day we are nothing but people with sharp goals , impatience , and a natural compassion for life.
we are not just the mean machines , there's more to us... :)

THE BETTER HALF OF LIGHT : DARK ;)

i toss many thoughts into the eternal bin at the back of my mind...so that i can settle peacefully to describe what this moment in my life signifies for me.life,it seems,often takes the equivalent of ''should be bright and illuminated'' for many.but,as any person who loves to question the pre-existing set-ups,i end up pondering why we can't sometimes enjoy the dark.and having said this,i get reminded of a saying that goes something like this - people constantly need light to be able to hide their internal darkness!!

the point is that,if you are able to justify what you are doing to your self..that is,to your inner..you don't need an external source of light to hold up your life.and it is for this reason,that you will never try to escape the dark.infact,in a serene and beautiful way,you will fall in love with it.if you are happy,the world will assume happy dimensions for you.but no,the reverse does not always hold true.

the rules for the game are tricky and you understand only with experience..having seen various shades of black n white; dark n light; inner n outer..!

the only trick that i have been able to learn in all these years is to play with both phases;)

THE WORLD OF EXPECTATIONS

And yes..we are constantly living in a world of expectations!!

As a child...one is constantly expecting the love of those immediately around (as unconscious and instinctive it might be) ; as a teenager , the expectation takes the form of the appreciation from the peers (the cool quotient ;) ) ; n then we grow up and enter the real world which at once , threatens to engulf our entire existence with its magnificence , it is then that we experience the real play of our emotions , experiences and expectations! and to make a mention , it is quite enchanting!

just examine your life till date , and you will be surprised to see how miraculously things work in our everyday life and how it affects some point deep within our conscious and subconscious.

and you are right , these are not just the biggies of life i am talking about! look at how your day starts with little expectations and ends with the same...expecting a cupa coffee in the morning...hoping that your boss catches flu;) ...wishing that while celebrating a friend's birthday party , you get the largest share of chocolate cake...and wanting a better next day before going to bed at night!

somehow , expectations take a form equivalent to being alive...expecting something is to want to improve , to make more meaning out of one's being! and for those who have become indifferent and just don't bother to interfere in the routine and games of life - guys , WAKE UP ! just keep playing your part with a new strategy everyday..winning is not the motive , playing is!!